Today In History,

Haha, I felt extremely happy today. Thanks to Yanie, Natiq and new buddy, Sypq, I managed to actually got into a very short conversation with him, heee nahh bia lah skejap pun asal puas hati. Okay okay, tipu. Tak puas hati lagi -___-' . And as I said before, I love your teeth! <3>

Its your face complexion, baby, seriously :)

Staring at you is the one thing I love to do, HAHA dont get me wrong man, bkan nye aku stare lame lame, seconds je tp like many times ah kot ;) Sorry, I am like this when it comes to this kind of things so start to get used to it. Lain kali nak snyum nmpak gigi okay? Baru niceee. :D


Like Owoh Mu Gok, Im so like so INTO HIM, berat doh weh, mu tahu dok bckground dye smua main angau angau kat org eh? Gile pale sungguh haha! Okay biar ah I dare myself to do something unpredictable in life, I mean its once in a lifetime oppportunity and it is so stupid and dumb of me, if I let it go just like that. Hey, be brave ah, pdhal penakut mcm haram! ;p

Kenape tk hujan ah? I have a wish to make and my wish is ;




Ape pulak biar aku sorang jelah yang tahu, biar wish tu main main dlm kepale aku dah lah :)

Hm hope to see you again soon, sure will be missing you aite here :/

Tcare cutie :D

Tersangat angau =,=

' Its not the person tht you miss, its the memories you had with the person tht you miss, so much '

- Amira Mardzuki :)

Agree? I know I do, Haha.

Cut the chase, Im having a MAJOR crush on this guy, but what am I kidding? He wouldnt notice me, Im ugly, Im not attractive, Im a loser. Im un-noticable. HAHA, ade ke tht kind of word? Its boring to live in a life like this, no companion :( . Im not being choosy, its just that well, I dont know, its hard to explain. Things just get so complicated aite now. Im tangled up in my own confusing feelings, crushing on a guy who doesnt even realize my existance WTF? And now you said your life is a mess? Think twice, my life is full of disasters. I used to be heartless before, but it only last like months, and now Im trying hard to find a way to be back like tht again. Im sick of failing completely in what I do. Its just doesnt get any better ;( I keep promising myself tht i will not involve myself in this thing, you know, this thing, but I end up breaking the promise, I cant stand temptation and look how I end up being, P A T H E T I C. My reactions, my decisions, just make me suffer to much, due to the fact that Im not thinking wisely. I have to change, Im more matured now, I guess* . A promise is a promise, and a promise is meant to be broken. Sheeesh -__-' . If promises are meant to be kept, then all of this disasters wouldnt happen repeatly, as in, OVER AND OVER AGAIN LIKE F!

Stop cursing girl, it doesnt make you feel any better. Today I felt energized, watching you from a distance, while you played with your hair Im like ' OMG ( Owoh Mu Gok ) , jgn gok buat gitu it makes me melt ah ;") . Sorry if shouting your name bugs you, :D sengaje hihi x) Oweh Im like so into you right now Mr! And there's nothing much I can do :/ I mean this thing is not going anywhere, It will not going to begin but its going to end soon :( and Im sure I'll be missing you like lots!

You dont even know my name, boy. Pdhal we've known each other fr almost 10 years kot? :/

Friends, help me. Im not supposed to feel this way. Its wrong and I feel guilty. But erasing him from my mind? Thts hard. Nevermind, run in my mind as long as you want to, I dont mind at all comel :)

* I miss your jokes :(

END

Heal the ruins left inside me,

All alone in an empty room
nothing left but the memories of when I had my best frIend
I don't know how we ended up here
I don't know but it's never been so clear
We made a mistake, dear.

And I see the broken glass in front of me
I see your shadow hanging over me
and your face, I can see,

Through the trees
I will find you
I will heal the ruins left inside you
cause I'm still here breathing now
I'm still here breathing now
I'm still here breathing now
until I'm set free
Go quiet through the trees

I remember how we used to talk
about the places we would go when we were off
and all that we were gonna find.
And I remember our seeds grow
and how you cried when you saw
the first leaves show.
The love was pouring from your eyes.

So can you see
the branches hanging over me?
Can you see
the love you left inside of me?
in my face
can you see?

Cause you're not coming back
And you're not coming back
No No No
You're not coming back
You're not coming back

Take my breath as your own
Take my eyes to guide you home

But you're not coming back.
And you're not coming back.
Cause you're not coming back
until I'm set free
Go quiet through the trees.

New Obsession :D

HEY SEXY ;)

Meet Logan Lerman, the main actor for the movie ' Percy Jackson and The Lighting Thief '.

He plays Percy Jackson of course, and he's hot. Tk rugi tgk wayang hrituu ;)

Do You Remember?

Eyy, mu igt tk last year, mse first time aku jmpe mu, mu mmg poyo gile aa mse tuu. Snyap je. Aku igtkan mu nerd ke ape, tp tk. Lme lme knal mu, kite kwn. Org lain pun tk sangke mu havoc mcm skrg. Dulu, mse practice kite slalu blatih lagu same same kan? Org blatih dlm dewan, kite kuaa pegi blatih tepi dewan. Mu tlg aku aa biasenye, thanks ;)

Dulu, mse rest lepas blatih, kite lepak dueorg tepi dewan tu kan, mu cite psl mu ngn sklh lame mu ngn ex-girlfriend mu. Aku dengar je, sbb mu mcm syok ngt cite. Siap boleh snyum snyum lagi mse cite. Aku dengar je, asal mu bahagie. Nk buat cmne, dulu cymbal 3 slalu ngn bass 4 ;D . Mse ade skali tu ltihan marching kt dataran, mu main cymbal aku, aku main bass. Tp bkan bass mu, berat bai. Aku pkai bass areh. Hancur beat mse tu, sbb aku mane reti main bass :p Tp aku mainn je, main smpai sesat!

Dulu, mse ltihan utk formation, mu pernah kene jdi drum major skejap, sbb serul saket mse tu. Mu diri dpan tu, mu bgi sign smuaa, tp org ktawekan mu, sbb mu main main. Dgn aku sdiri pun ketawe. Sabor jelah mu ni, mmg tkleh serious skit. Mse tu pulak bass mu rosak, skin dye koyak kan? Bile dpat skin bru je, syg nk ketuk atas skin bru owr. Dok jejah arh skin yamaha dye! ;p

Dulu, lpas ltihan, pernah skali ade basikal sape ntah kt court basketball owr. Aku bwak basikal tu, aku bonceng muu kt blkg. Aku lupe dah mu berat ke tak mse tu, tp yg pasti mu susah nk handle kaki mu sdiri, sbb kaki mu pnjg ;) Nnt klau aku jmpe gmbar kite naik bsikal, aku upload :)

Mse set set ni kene tido sklh mlam tu, kite pegi pntai ptg tu kann. Pegi pntai naik kereta smua, blk ke sklh jlan kaki. Tk leteh lah sbb jlan rmai rmai, best! Kite mainn air, kite amek gmba, kite pegii mkann. Bile tgk smula gmbar gmbar ptg tu, bru prasan muke sorang sorang mmg burn habes! Muke mu mmg obviously burn ah wey. Blk dri pntai aku jlan ngn mu, kite mcm org gile duk nyanyi kuat kuat tepi jlan. Mcm mcm lagu kite nyanyi, :D

Aku ngn mu suke lagu face down, jdi slalu je nyanyi same same. Tp dulu mu suke lagu Mama Do, mu suruh aku download, aku download laa, mu suruh aku dngar, mu kate best. Aku kate tak, mmg tk best. Mu suke, aku ttap tk suke. Tp skrg bru aku suke. Yelaaaa, lagu tu mmg best. Mse aku online, mu suruh aku google band mane yg ade drummer cute. Aku btau lah Cute Is What We Aim For, tp mu confused, mu tnye aku, tu name band ke? Aku kate lah ye, mu kate, Uniknye! Aha, mu ni memang lah!

Mse birthday aku tahun lpas, akuu tk kne baling tepung pun! Hee selamat! Tp yg bestnye, korang smua siap bwak pegi mkan kfc lagi ;) Mu siap beli kek kt aku, blanje aku mkan, mane ade best ho! Aku sayang mu sungguh pon! Dohla chocolate cake, mmg mmahami! Siap nyanyi kuat kuat gi dlm kfc, malu aa aku weyy =,= Lpas mkan kite pegi main airr, kite main dueorg smpai basah basah kann. :) Thanks, the most sweetest thing a person would do to me.

Bkan tu je yang kite buat same same, byk lagi tau tp klau nk list smua, entry ni msti pnjg! I miss all our moments together up here. Skrg? Its a whole new atmosphere, everything is different now, we dont share the same song anymore, the same interest anymore. You share the same song, the same interest with someone else now, ;(

Its okay, Im still waiting for a miracle to happen :)

Cured.

At last, Ive decided to just ignore all the things tht happened, tho its not tht simple but Im trying, and Im getting good at it. Yes at first you have to go through like sorts of complications but hey, if you want something so bad, dont give up trying.

For all of you out there, buat bodoh jelah okay, theres nothing to think about except yr own life. Yr priority, thts important. And the only person tht cares about yr priority is you, yes, yourself and nobody else.

Look, Im gay now :D , okay gay refers to happy man, dont get me wrong, Im not gay gay ;p

I miss everybody. I miss my girlfriends, I miss my band members, I miss my old self, and I miss the old you :/

Eh i want a driving license so badly meh, lmbt beno nk ke dpatnye, Im turning 17 on July, its like 5 months more to go and Im sick of waiting, bkan nye boleh amek pon, i have to wait until after SPM. Sucks isnt it?

Okay Im off, Im lack of ideas :D

Adrenaline Rush.

Aku manusia lemah
Selalu terjatuh
Berbeda aku dari mu
Kau berdiri teguh

Aku serba tiada
Aku kekurangan
Dan bila kau tiba
Aku hilang dari kewujudan

Sempurnanya sifatmu
Tulusnya hatimu
Jujurnya niatmu
Tingginya kesabaranmu

Lepaskanlah diriku
Kerna aku tak mampu tuk menanggung
Cinta sempurna
Darimu,
Darimu.

Bukan aku tak pernah
Mengerti dirimu
Ku sanjung setiap kata cinta
Kau berikan aku

Hilangkan rasa itu
Akhirkan semua
Dan bila kau sedar
Aku hilang dari kewujudan

Sempurna sifatnyamu
Tulusnya hatimu
Jujurnya niatmu
Tingginya kesabaranmu

Lepaskanlah diriku
Kerna aku tak mampu tuk menanggung
Cinta sempurna
Darimu,
Darimu.

Currently listening to this up here. Im sorry for everything :/