Sunday, May 30, 2010

Another fun day at school, AS IF!

Today I was so determined to bring down Biology Paper 3, like permanently. But then all of a sudden people were making a fuss about that damn Biology Paper being postponed tomorrow. M like, WTF? Bru je nk rilek kot on Monday, but then harapan musnah, hancur berderai ishh. Sometimes, when I think back, hey its great that the paper was postponed, 'cause Ive read the wrong experiment. Fakh told me about another experiment that might come out so tonite, I'll be spending my time burning the midnight oil tehee :p M too lazy to read aite now as I just finished reading about 3 Biology sub-topics fer paper 2, which is the day after tomorrow. Frankly, I hate spending my precious time with books. So, right now m in the mood where everything I do, is not because I want to do it, but because I have to do it, and dont force me more, because this is the only limit I can get.

And hear this, M getting so lazy nowadays, lagi lagi when SPM are just months aways. This is sick. Bkpe dok lazy mase awal awal dlu? Skrg bru nok mlas mlas. Nok exam gane gini weh? Let me refresh. When I was in Form 4, I was a study-maniac. On exam weeks I would spend my time, for the whole week, reading and memorising ah, and I dont even bother to go online, myspacing. Okay that time I wasnt into Facebook yet. And if I cant memorise what Ive read, I'll cry. That moment only last in 2009. In 2010, M a whole different person now. I rarely study, I go online on exam weeks, without even bother to read the books I should read. And I listen to musics all the time! Last time I was too afraid to hear some during exam weeks, as I dnt want to lost all the things Ive read. Yes, I do believe in ' Musics can damage your memory ' . But that was last year. This year, M not a believer of that anymore. I do whatever I desire, and now, I should be memorising the experiment for tmrrow's paper. But since M too lazy and its 11.30 p.m already, I decided to create this blog first. Its like now, M willing to take the risk of whatever tht happens in the upcoming but I dont want to take the risk of knowing my addmath results so Cikgu KZ, feel free to burn my addmath paper 2, give me the marks for paper 1 only. ;)

This sucks. Its getting late. I have to start making love with the Biology book. Bye :D

Thursday, May 27, 2010

What is the point of your existance?

As informed by my schoolmates, addmath paper2 was being quite gruesome towards it's answerers. Yes its undeniable because during sitting for addmath paper2 I was like ' aaa man this is freakin' hard ' . I have no other choices but to cry and I managed to wet my answering sheets. Thanks to you matematik tambahan yang soalan mcam ape ape ntah.


Feeling = Extremely frustrated. Regretful. Much Much More :(

Hey I know there's no use of nak sedih sedih right now, its way too late. Due due paper kot dah lepas, ape lg tggal? Chemistry. Biology. Physics. Hah killer subjects, able to kill anybody without the usage of bombs, peluru or whatsoever. Soalan pon dah ckup pedas, lagi pedas dari belacan Jada slalu buat -___- . * Oh FYI Jada means moyang in arab ;) Mcam mane ni? Woh bru je mcm nk aim byk A's dlm examination ni, I want to be chosen as one the graduaters nanti! :(

Sorry for not keeping this blog updated from time to time, Im too busy mending all the pieces .. eh bukan making preparations for the freakin' exam lah so seldom online equals to blogspot ignored :) 3 people I know, Cheah, Natiq and Azie, siap deactivated Facebook lagi haha, semangat ade. Dyeorg taksub sgt kot, lagi lagi Cheah. I know you very well lah Raii ;)

Today I attended band practice. Pretty awkward, lame doh kot dok main. Kiri sdiri pon ckap me and yanie mcam lain ah skit, keras je lame dok mari ltihan. After exam, hold to my promise ckgu! :D Practice pon awal awal enjoyable but then hectic. Repeating the same steps OVER AND OVER AGAIN. Yelah salah saye jugok, lame dok mari ltihan sape suroh? Ishhh kuah lebeh dri nasik lah dye nih :p

Tkdi jugok was about to drive Areh's car. *Areh's profile ; Soda So'od's Boyfriend :) . Okay back to the story. Ho was about, siap halau Areh dgn Sya lagi but then Cheah tibe tibe tanye ;

'Eh bkpe budok budok band lari gi dataran? '

Me and yanie, on the driver's seat and passenger's seat, rushed out from the car like maniacs, lari msuk dataran. Act cool gile. Yelah tkkan nk lari lari dpan org lelaki? Agok agok argh! :D Mujo dok kene pumping atas dataran yang panas mmbakar ituu weee :)) Gane gane hal, looking forward for upcoming practices for competition yang MWBC itu, ayuh ayuhh!

3 days more to wrap this thing up, 3 days left to struggle to the fullest, 3 days more to reach victory. 3 days more, and with 3 killer subjects. wow seriously I cant get the smell of the victory yet. Wait and wait, be patient, Amira.

GOODLUCK KEPADE SEMUA BUDAK BUDAK YANG EXAM, ESPECIALLY BUDAK F4 AND F5 2010, because we're going through the same phase now. The challenge is the same, ronggeng ayuh! :)

Girl ; You know Im only gonna break you heart, aite?

Boy ; Wanna beat?

Girl ; Bring it on.








Ending ; Told you from the start ;)

Friday, May 7, 2010

Waking up at 3 a.m in the morning is actually worth it ;)

A husband. A suitable definition for that word is the one who can fulfill every one of our irresistable desires, the desires of the demanding wife of course! I bet everybody would pay high price just to spend the rest of their life, being with their prince charming who appear in their dreams almost every night. A fat liar I am if I say that this kind of person is not the type I am looking for. He is, only with more criterias ;)

As listed in my hubby-to-be characteristic and criterias list, I would fond to have a good looking husband. Someone who looks like Robert Pattinson or Jesse McCartney or Choi Minho is welcomed ;) . He must be someone tall, at least four to six inches taller than me would be perfect, a fit person, not too fat and not too thin as these characteristics will bring me comfort when I hug him later. Along with the pretty face and the hot bod, he must own a pretty smile. A smile which is able to make my heart melt like Cadbury’s chocolate bar that is placed in an oven where the switch is on. Romantic and gentleman? Oh man! I should mention about these two earlier as these two hit the top spot in my list! My dream husband must be someone with the bouquet of roses whenever its my birthday, or our anniversary or whenever I am down  In my dictionary, gentleman means someone who can cook very well and treat me like a princess, full time, and this refers to a person to succumb to all of my demands of course ;p.

Mother always say, find an educated person to make as your husband. Since I love my mother, so much, then I am taking her advice on this. I also see the positive effects that I will get if I am married to a person with educated as his last name. Just imagine, that person might has a good occupation, a doctor maybe, oh or a contractor, or a lawyer with his own firm. Every month with six digits salary, oh God what could be better than this?!. Yes I admit I wanted to be shower with luxuries, carrying Louis Vuitton, or Chanel handbag here and there, put on some expensive clothes and top designers’ dresses, travelling all around the world. It would be a life like after marrying Donald Trump! Like Kimora Lee Simmons always quoted, ‘ It’s all about fabolousity! ‘. Oh wait is that a quote? ;p What else? Haa yes I have this problem relating to the age of my hubby-going-to-be. I want a man who is at least 5 years older or 1 year younger. Other than that is not accepted and will be rejected immedietly. Why? Ergh I am allergic to old, wealthy man. Most of them are too flirty and kinky, and all they know is to buy women with diamond and expensive clothes which turns me on but instantly turn me off when he doesn’t love me at all 

The one criteria in a man that I am looking forward to is someone with a sense of humour, which can make up my day, put a big smile on my face and make me laugh like there’s no tomorrow, and the closest person that can be related with this criteria is Owen Wilson. He’s a guy with a high sense of humour, and succeed in making me laugh whenever I watched his movies. I hope hubby can multi –tasking, because apart from working as a man with high salary $$, I would also want him to be my personal, full time bodyguard, someone who is very protective of me. Like Edward said to Bella in Twilight, ‘ I feel very protective of you, and I don’t have the strength to stay away from you ‘ . Argh drools, drools, drools! The desire of having such a perfect man gained so quickly! Oh what else in my list eh? Ah oh yes I admire someone who is easy goind and also matured. Someone who knows how to make a wise decision, without pisiing off his wife and his family later, someone who can give me advices in facing the upcoming path in life. And yes I almost forgot, a hot-tempered guy is definitely a big NO-NO! :D
‘ Hubby, no ciggarettes, no illegal racing and no drugs, and keep holding to my promise that I will love you forever darling’. My hubby-going-to-be will certainly not involved in those kind of activities at all. Those activities can ruined his life, damaged his body and ruined his career just like that! No way! I addition to that, I want a husband who is talented like Teddy Geiger, who can play the guitar and sing very well, especially love songs. Demanding much? I don’t think so. Eh, its every woman desire right? ;) Last but not least, I want someone who is loyal to me, whatever the circumstances are, through thick and thins, he’ll be there with me throughout my years in life. No woman would own a place in his heart except me, and his mother of course!

I’m not trying to be a demanding queen over here, well it is a natural desire to own a perfect husband like that, with the criterias and the qualities we’re looking for in a man. Maybe it sounds quite impossible but it is worth trying. Imagine the satisfaction when having a husband like that! I’m talking about full satisfaction for the rest of your life! ;) ‘ Darling, please change the baby’s diaper , thank you ‘ . Kids? Err I’ll get to that later ;)